Realize that this forgiveness is at the stage where self forgiveness have been applied for many years on the self part within the multi faceted patterns and thoughts that create the experience of being. It is important to walk the process from the beginning in writing and through spoken living words to eventually become able to do the self forgiveness on the patterns that functions universally as the directive controls of the human race.
This process will continue for a minimum of 7 years and no part of self forgiveness will stand alone as it forms part of the whole as what we have accepted and must be read in the context of all the billions of patterns that requires self forgiveness and deletion and correction with effective life willed commitments.
Understand that I do self forgiveness here for all patterns regardless whether it form part of my immediate life. To expand to be equal to what is here in every way, one can only be so by actually becoming all the parts and placing yourself at the very least in a position that if you ever should encounter such point, you will be able to direct it in ways that are best for all life in response to the directive commitment you place. Self forgiveness thus is the Giving to yourself within the context of a space time reality, the power, authority and responsibility and ability to walk and participate in every relationship that may ever exist as Life in every way with the effect and outcome as that which is best for all life.
If you are not ready yet to join us in this project, read the blogs from the many that are walking this for themselves till you are ready and then join us in the journey to life. – Only you can give you life that is best for all life.
What we have accepted till now is not life, it is an abomination.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that forgiveness as myself for myself is the actualization of my acceptance to understand and grasp that which I judge and that which I claim I am too small or weak to understand or take responsibility for.
I forgive myself that I have not considered that if I make forgiveness the domain of powers beyond me I in fact accept myself as a lesser being that implies that I am not worthy of the image and likeness of the Creator and thus a failed Creation that use the living words of the Creator in vain and in vanity as the Living words are not alive as me as the life intended and given, but ends up as a self interested personality pattern that seek redemption from continuous self inflicted judgments and fears.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a lesser being and in so doing have blamed my weakness and abdication on the gifted free choice.
I forgive myself that I failed to see that free choice in fact are the test of my character to see what I will choose and whether I will use the excuse of giving others the responsibility to forgive me and in this way remain in my self interest as I am through my own allowances not responsible or able to forgive myself and stop what I participate in to redirect myself to that which would be best for all life.
I forgive myself that I have selectively used free choice to remain aloof from the fact that i have seen within me that I alone allow what i have become through a constant participation in an inner dialogue that always allow me to be right in some way.
I forgive myself that I have not realized that the self that participate in this dialogue are in fact the self that I am and in fact allowing me to be dishonest and self interested and that this dialogue already implies self responsibility and validate self forgiveness as I am the one without which this dialogue cannot exist.
I commit myself to investigate the effect of self forgiveness for at least 21 days to find out if it will diminish my fears and anxieties to such a degree that I will experience relief.
I commit myself to consider that with taking self responsibility through self forgiveness I will in fact expand and become able to direct and be responsible for that which I currently belief is beyond my ability to direct.
I commit myself to note what I judge and to investigate myself as to the reason for the judgment and to identify the pattern that make up that part of me that judges.
I commit myself to investigate the origin of my beliefs to make sure that I have in fact understood the context and relationships that constitute this creation that I am a part of.
I commit myself to honour and become the image and likeness of life as it is what has been given to me.
I commit myself to honour all life in all forms that I also may be honoured in like ways.
I commit myself to find solutions to how all life can co-exist by taking responsibility for my part that I play in this Living World to not judge or fear what is here, but to direct it in ways that all interconnectedness always reflect the nature of life as what is best for all.
I commit myself to take self responsibility and to stand equal as the creator of forgiveness through self forgiveness that I may come to accept my domain whom is myself as I am the Only one Alone within me as a complex Universe of many self functioning parts with their own will and purpose that work together that I may experience this reality.
I commit myself to stop my compulsion to accept the lesser view and to accept failure just because every one else is doing so.
I commit myself to investigate the patterns that formed my personality and to delete them through directed self forgiveness written in detail and spoken aloud that I may read and see my clarity and see the outcome of my words as I become them.
I commit myself to measurably walk each word till it is in fact the reflection of a benevolent creator and I in fact am a benevolent creator as well on all the parts I allow and participate in that functions as the system of this world through which I have my being.